Sweating me?

It was a hard day. Judy was not there like usual. We had a sub, she was good, but that is when you realize how lucky you are to have the instructors that you do have. She was very flexible, but with a different style. I have been enjoying my new yoga mat. It is nice to have your little mat. I have been having a hard time lately, I just feel exhausted and tired, and NOT VERY WILLING TO BE JUMPING AND DOING. I stayed for SET again, and this time it felt like it had been years, since I did a cardio/weight class...It only has been a couple of weeks...I was sweating like there is no tomorrow. It was a good workout, nevertheless, it made me feel so conscious about not seeing any results. I know I cannot see any results until I start eating healthier...It is not enough what I am doing. I need to make drastic changes and I am still not willing to do so. I am having a hard time on my personal life and it seems that I am using that as an excuse to eat healthier. It is truly becoming very very clear to me, that this time I am not going to settle for lame excuses, when I AM PUTTING THE HOURS AND THE HARD WORK AT THE GYM. Averaging 4 days a week. I need to be more accountable. It just needs be.